"I didn’t choose this path.
It chose me the moment I said yes to the truth I couldn’t unfeel."
- Alara Sage
I’ve been led by the hum of knowing since I was a child.
When I was 19, I stood at the edge of the expected life and walked away.
University acceptance in hand.
A life I had planned for.
A future I was praised for.
And yet something was off.
My mother even called it out, "Are you sure this is what you desire?" She asked as I prepared myself to enter a technical institute for computer programming.
I fell to the floor in tears, "no. I desire to travel the world." The statement left my mouth before I was even aware it existed. I have never thought the travel the world, and yet as my own ears heard these words, I knew that it was my truth.
I expected her to say, "no, go to college."
But she said, "yes, do that while you are young."
So I left.
And instead of lecture halls, I dove into oceans.
I became a scuba instructor.
I taught people how to breathe under pressure, how to face their fear of the deep ocean. How to use their breath to alter their location in the water.
I had no idea that one day I would teach them to breathe through their entire lives.
The ocean taught me how to listen.
To rhythm.
To presence.
To what moves beneath the surface.
Then 2013 cracked me open.
I was driving.
Ordinary day.
At the time, I was an equine physical therapist.
I worked on horses. Healed their bodies.
I was driving to the horses when out of nowhere, Higher Self said, "OM 3 times."
I knew what Omming was, though I didn't practice it myself.
But I chose to listen.
I gave it my all.
And suddenly, creative life force energy shot through my body, and I went into full-body orgasm.
Driving down the road.
I had to pull over.
I had never experienced a full body orgasm sexually, let alone driving down the road saying, "OM"
It was spiritual electricity.
A current of life force so pure, I cried and laughed in the same breath.
It was the first time I felt truly alive.
And I had no idea what was happening to me.
Higher Self said nothing.
And the next 6 months was like hell...a deep unraveling.
All from a state of not-knowing.
Higher Self only said, "breath and feel.", every time I asked if I was going crazy.
After 6 months, I deepened into true grounded harmony.
I thought I had been so grounded...so balanced before. The truth was, I had been shut down.
Numb.
Disconnected from my own aliveness.
A book "fell" into my lap called, "Kundalini Awakening"
The first chapter was about spontaneous kundalini awakenings. In that moment, I learned what had happened to me.
I became devoted to this life-force within me.
And helping others to connect to it.
Because now I could see.
The walking dead that is humanity.
The life-forceless ness.
And I knew that what I was given wasn't just a gift,
not just an initiation.
It was a calling.
That experience rewired my mission:
To embody aliveness, fully, unapologetically, eternally.
And then came 2021.
The collapse.
The day life took everything.
My money was stolen.
My business crumbled.
I fell into debt for the first time of my life.
The illusion of control stripped down to bone.
I dropped to my knees.
In grief.
In rage.
In surrender.
But through that experience, I was awakened to another deep truth.
Despite my success, despite my 6 fig. bank account and 6 fig. business,
I was living, breathing, and creating from scarcity and lack.
My success was superficial.
And from that rubble, I found inexhaustible wealth.
Not in my bank account.
But in my body.
In my nervous system.
In my aliveness.
I discovered that inexhaustible wealth, the wealth that flows from your aliveness, is not something you earn.
It’s something you become when you courageously,
audaciously
live your truth.
Express as your creative genius.
And become the masterpiece of your very own legacy.
This is my life’s work now.
To guide visionary leaders who are ready to:
stop performing success
stop chasing power
stop pretending they’re not meant for more
…and finally remember:
Your inner knowing is the portal.
Your aliveness is the strategy.
Your genius is the masterpiece.
This isn’t about making more money.
It’s about becoming the frequency that attracts, holds, and multiplies it.
It is an initiation into the depths of your own brilliance.
You FEEL it.
You wouldn’t be here if you didn’t.
Welcome to the field.
Welcome home.